walking through the corridor, to the water hole
if you can survive these days, it will be a folklore
breathing in and out, just to know you are alive
blinking in the darkness, paying a price to survive

bring it all, all the stories we beleived
bring it all, all the good times we lived
bring it all, as tomorrow might be even worse
bring it all, before life turns into a curse

shielding all your fears, or else they will come to know
wiping all your tears, or else the past will start to grow
reaching out to the wall, where the shadows play their game
freezing for the moment, stealing a photoframe

bring it all, all the moments we lied
bring it all, all those nights we cried
bring it all, as tomorrow might be even worse
bring it all, before life turns into a curse

peeping through the keyhole, waiting for the face unknown
existing as a plastic, emotions replaced by emitocons
realizing too late, that your reflection has changed
wake up now and act, before your life is rearranged

bring it all, all the colours that we sprayed
bring it all, all the reasons we prayed
bring it all, as tomorrow might be even worse
bring it all, before life turns into a curse

kuch labz dabi hain seene main,
kuch yaadein juri hain peene main,
mohabbat main uske badal jaane ka kya sazaa doon,
jab zindagi hi badal jaati hain ek mahine main.

kore panne zindagi baantta chala gaya
anjaan galiyoon mjain raah modta chala gaya,
kabhi mehfil, kabhi viraniyan di,
par jab bhi thokar khaya sambhalta chala gaya.

Dekhte hain hum aaj, us raah ki viraniyaan

Yaroo ke sang kati jahaa humhaari zindaganiyan

Guzar gaya woh daur, bichar gaye sab dost,

Saath reh gayii un lamho ki kahaaniyaan

 

Yaad aa rahi hain, phir se college ke woh din

Woh bargaadh ka pedh, woh goonjti canteen

 Saath baithe gaana, woh table bajaana

Kate na katti hain ab yeh pal, yaare tere bin

 

Ye andhera hain kaisa, parchaiyaan hain sooyi

Beete pal gunguna rahii hain kuch tanhaiyoon main khoyi

Woh baarish ke boondein, woh bheegne ka samaa

Ab akela reh gaya hoon safar main aur manzile hain khoyi

 

Dekhte hain hum aaj, us raah ki viraniyaan

Yaroo ke sang kati jahaa humhaari zindaganiyan

Guzar gaya woh daur, bichar gaye sab dost,

Saath reh gayii un lamho ki kahaaniyaan

 

chup chap hain chand, par khamosh nahii,
kaise keh doon, aaj phir, mujhe hain hosh nahii
kho chuka hoon tere yaadon main itne ki,
haathon main hain jaam, par peene ki hosh nahii

bheege bheege hain nayan, magar madhoos nahii,
kaise keh doon, aaj jeene ki, hain koi aas nahii
yaad aati hain mujhe teri woh muskaan,
sab kuch hain bikhra, par zindagi se hain aaghosh nahii

beete hue palo, ki hain farmaaishyein kaeen
kaise ke doon unse, aaj woh mumkin hain nahii
raah ki parchaayi ne ki hain bewafaai
manziil hain dhundli si, aur humraahi ki hain saath nahii

chup chap hain chand, par khamosh nahii,
kaise keh doon, aaj phir, mujhe hain hosh nahii
kho chuka hoon tere yaadon main itne ki,
haathon main hain jaam, par peene ki hosh nahii

One Single Slash (Inspired by heartbreak, hash n scotch) ;)

The biggest gap can be bridged with one single slash
you can feel its all over when the blade and the vein clash
i dont blame you for confusing between love and a veil
coz you were also another puppet running in the mad materialistic dash

what today you are hearing may be my last voice,
my last touch of emotion, the last noise
i dont regret the actions, i dont regret my love
for i know that both of us had our own respective choice

you think you have the answers to all questions asked
you can cold shoulder your emotions but mine are not masked
void vows and promises, i incinerate them today
just look at the blade and slowly touch the vein that has been marked

The biggest gap can be bridged with one single slash
you can feel its all over when the blade and the vein clash
i dont blame you for confusing between love and a veil
coz you were also another puppet running in the mad materialistic dash

Tageed after a while...post after a while
life is a story of few details, noted and closed inside a file

Am tagged by Appu and here it comes:

1. Pick out a scar you have, and explain how you got it?
There are so many scars which are physically noticeable, some have camouflauged themselves with the crawling skin..other distinctly stand out as memories..some painful..some ecstatic...but the scar which hurts the most are which has created its space inside and sorry they are a bit too private to be broadcasted.

2. What does your phone look like?
Steel whatever (am bad with colours :P )...but then its just coz i wanted a black sku of the same and the same was not a company SKU :(

3. What is on the walls of your bedroom?
Ahem!!Well if you call em' bedroom, lemme guess...afair...i see only colours...a sahde of yellow..which shade again dont ask...also sometimes i find a few cockroaches, a couple of lizards chasing them...few mosquito resting peacefully after the successful completion of their vampirish activity..a few twisted nails ummm..rest i dont remember

4. What is your current desktop picture?
Office Lappies is a HP normal logo..we are not permitted to change em. Personal lappie has an ol' college pic...'of some friends gained..some friends lost..some time spent...silence as cold as frost'

5. Do you believe in gay marriage?
Yes. If two souls are in love..they have the freedom to solemnize their love and live their life their way

6. What do you want more than anything right now?
Break from work.

7. What time were you born?
Dont remember but parents and the hospital record says..4:12 when the sun was rising

8. Are your parents still together?
Yes

9. Last person who made you cry?
I would rather say memories, person has lost the significance

10. What is you favorite perfume/cologne?
Ask my girl..have no idea... :P

11. What kind of hair/eye color do you like in the opposite sex?
Hair: Till they are long any colour will do
Eyes: Till they are expressive any colour will do

12. What are you listening to?
Sonne: Rammnstein

13. Do you get scared of the dark?
Not now, when i was a kid i used to get scared, after i have turned vampire, darkness is scared of me

14. Do you like pain killers?
I can abosrb all pains...sometimes well wishers force em down the throat when they are alongside, but when alone, i like to soak it in

15. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
I generally dont ask anyone out, but then if i feel like asking someone and if someone deserves it, shy is the atlantis of my dictionary

16. If you could eat anything right now, what would it be?
choc ice cream nee day nee time :)

17. Who was the last person you made mad?
My gurl...but then thats a everyday fairy tale :P

18. Is anyone in love with you?
I no longer beleive in the concept of love, yes there are loads who care for me...who can do anything for me, and someone who wants to spend her life with me, but then whether its love or not i dont know, i dont want to know, for me the relationship makes me happy ..makes her happy...so thats what matters :)

I tag everyone who is reading this line :)...but then follow your own heart...if it says follow the red herring..follow it and write down your stuff...if it says chak de fatte..then chill madi..keep doing your own work :)

X - The guy
Y - His past love
Z - Her present love

X is wasting time in his office as usual...not interested in whatever work is given to him and instead starts wasting time in one of the IM's

Suddenly he sees Y is online..As usual his heart skips a beat..thinks abt it for a while before

X - Hey how are you..howz ur life going on
Y - Hey Cutie Pie how are you, am fine
X (remembering the name by which she used to call him) - Hey i heard that name after a long while.. :) ..btw ur status msg is good so true (Y's status msg being something abt first love n blah blah)

A mist of water is forming in X's eyes as his memories drift towards those days

Y - Ya its the name by which i had stored your name..therefore mentioned Cutie Pie
X - :)
Y - howz ur life going on
X - Good ..its going on as normal..howz urs
Y - Very Good i am having fun..Z is here and we are enjoying together

X is now on the crossroads of emotions...he is happy coz she is happy..coz he always wanted her to be happy...but a sudden wave of detachment and sorrow is also creating a halo around him... X is happy but then he had always dreamt abt being in the place where Z is now...X always wanted to make Y happy..and now he is sitting in some other corner of the world and peering into a virtual world ..where the real emotions he wanted to share is being shared without him....A tear flows down his cheek...but then he cant be sad...he should be happy...coz Y is happy and he always wanted Y to remain happy...He opens his wallet...from a corner pulls out Y's pic..moves his finger over her face...closes his eyes...puts the pic back neatly inside and puts the wallet back in its place..and starts typing...

X - hey thats great...both of you must be having a lot of fun together...enjoy..say my Hi to Z...tc..and if you ever change ur contact details do let me know...bye...

X closes the window..goes out of his cabin...lights a fag...and stares in silence...

P.S - All the characters are mere characters and no search for resemblance should be attempted in google..yahoo..msn or any other search engines.

Me and one of my best pal Appu have created a new blog for all the insane junta. Have a dekho here :D Insanity Forever

Wont say anything about it here...better click the link and join us in an insane journey. :D

Catch ya there :)

This was one of the most popular song composed by my band in my under grad college...every year we are asked to perform it during our alum meets...quite notalgic for me...so thought of posting here

soya soya classroom. soyi parchaaiyaan
humhe bula rahi hain baahar ki duniya
behti hawaayein, roothi hain fizaayein
humhein bula rahi hain yaadon ki raahein

ke tum ho kaha, hain tujh bin sunaa jahaan (2)
tu na chale to suni lage raahain yahaa.

bheega bheega sa ye samaa, jhuki jhuki si aasmaan
jaane kahaa kho gaya-a apna pyara jahaan
pyaar ki woh pehli raat, chupki si woh mulakat
dhundli si ab ho gayii..beeti samay ki baat

ke tum ho kaha, hain tujh bin sunaa jahaan (2)
tu na chale to suni lage raahain yahaa.

saath baithe gaana, table bajaana
yaad aa rahi hain, woh yaraana
college ke woh din, goonjti woh canteen
tadapte aaj hain hum yaare tere bin

ke tum ho kaha, hain tujh bin sunaa jahaan (2)
tu na chale to suni lage raahain yahaa.

ciao..

P.S. - the tune is inspired by a bengali band song by the band Chandrabindoo but the lyrics are original (c) Saikat

I am listening to the stories that memories once told

Turning the pages of the life which was once lived old

They say everyone's life has turned over an interesting new fold

I can only see devil smiling hearing this, as plasticism it has sold

 

Buoyed by the stories, I select a new road to be taken

Something is stirring inside, has the old spirit awaken

Or it might be an illusion of the eyes loaded drunken

Or the whispers of the false promises once spoken